[Don't Give In Hope!}[Dare To Dream!]-
pROfiLe~

name.~EiLeEn KoH
school.~Lasalle~
bdae.~30/11/88
hp.~96005456~-fake de-
location.~Serangoon~

wIshES~

new thumbdrive or harddisk...
Find a true lover..
Macbook pro laptop..
Wanna to be a media manager..
Be part of SM company family..
Earn big bucks$$...=p
Don't want to be Sick!

lInkS~

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006


What the fcuk going in house.... when i came home... it seem nothing happen.. just normal... than my dad called ask my brother and me wan to eat and he buy food for us... than we say ok... after that my dad went to bath... when he open the hp bill.. than starting scolding me.. and my brother already went out.. or else my brother will kanna more than me.. my hp bill only 60 dollars... than my brother is almost 200 dollars.. worst he blame me lor.. scold and scold.. i didn't say anything... is my wrong... if i reply him, he will say that i saying back also wrong.. wat the hell he want.. i never say a single word out of my mouth than he say that i cannot speak issit.. no mouth huh... he say he ask me to work than i say don wan...he say that i being lazy.. hello i am studying.. how i can work.. somemore i got project.. i told him.. u let me quite school lor.. than i work for you... or else kill me lor.. least one problem for you... somemore he say my hp bill high untill like going to pay a few thousand dollars.. and my brother not at home... keep scold and scold... and i just say wat u wan me to do?? than i cried... he say next time don use so many.. cut down the cost... why he won't talk to me properly.. must shout de ma... wat the fcuk i staying in this house... my mother's house is another horror house.. i hate the fcuker step-dad... hello i am human.... why my life are so so damn suck... maybe i did something wrong for my past life... how am i going to live in this world like this... i going mad... can send me to IMH.. i feel better staying with crazy ppl than my family... for those ppl are most close to me.. they know me that i has different side of me in different place... when i was at school and outside is a happy-go-lucky person... my mother house is a person that like to curse her fcuker step-dad and the mother don understand her at all... at my dad house is a person almost cry every night and getting scolding from her dad, even she do nothing wrong... when i can be a person that i want to be... even at anywhere still the same person don not have different side of herself... i wish i got heart attack or died on the spot or something can lead to dead also can... is no point waste ppl time or my own time... take me away... i not good in study.. i not good in everything.... so no point living in this world wasting time right???

~this post is not suit for Under 16 years old~
~is a hell life~
*is there a person to save me from here*

Sign off:
EiLeEn

*Be Yourself~