[Don't Give In Hope!}[Dare To Dream!]-
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name.~EiLeEn KoH
school.~Lasalle~
bdae.~30/11/88
hp.~96005456~-fake de-
location.~Serangoon~

wIshES~

new thumbdrive or harddisk...
Find a true lover..
Macbook pro laptop..
Wanna to be a media manager..
Be part of SM company family..
Earn big bucks$$...=p
Don't want to be Sick!

lInkS~

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Monday, August 28, 2006


i shall throw all my feeling here... when i was on the way back home... i feel the road was long untill it cannot walk finish... think stuff that run through my brain... thinking that i really have a true friend that can relay on her or him... tell him or her how i feel... maybe i don trust anyone bah... haix... thinking that if one day... i am gone... i hope that god will give me a chance to love someone bah... i think won't bah.. cos i am fat and ugly.. who wan... only myself bah... think that what is love... loving someone is hard.. forgetting a person also hard... nowday my feeling are a mess... i don know i like this person or what... or i hate this person or wat... why fate wan to play trick on me.... can't have an good relationship.... whether is talking about family or love someone... born into an broken family... grow up become an ugly and fat gal.... who can blame... myself... i wouldn't blame anyone.... one day, if i got heart attack and die.... maybe is a good thing bah.. or kanna car bang... or other ways lead to death.... ppl will think that this gal are crazy... who wan to die... sometimes i see those ppl has a partner to be there for them.. me? who? myself again... is true that i am jealous... not that got boyfriends or wat... at least there got a person let you lean on.... i know in this world, there were some ppl that hate me... maybe i know.. or i don know.... even i like or love the person... i only can stay far and watch him... wat can i do?? confress? i must crazy.. who would like or love me.... i just a fool waiting for ppl to love or wat??? in this post.. i not saying that i am despo for guys or wat... i just throw my feeling out only... when i watch an drama called goong.. the show is nice... got an mv is talking abt a guy is waiting for the gal... but he don wan the gal to be with him just because he love her when her heart not with him... he just wan her to smile everyday... the mv was very touching.... even now i like or love someone... i also wan him to be happy everyday... just to see him smile... and i will be the fool waiting for him.... btw i now don like or love anyone... even got i also don wan to say... once is has be said... the world will know.. and the person that i like or love.. sure avoid me de.. who will wan a ugly and fat gal to like or love him.... btw those ppl heard that i like this person or other person... the person i like has change... i am serious...

*i just a fool waiting for you*
~Always smile~

THIS IS THE MV THAT I AM SAYING.. CALLED I AM A FOOL...당신은...나는 바보입니다..


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