[Don't Give In Hope!}[Dare To Dream!]-
pROfiLe~

name.~EiLeEn KoH
school.~Lasalle~
bdae.~30/11/88
hp.~96005456~-fake de-
location.~Serangoon~

wIshES~

new thumbdrive or harddisk...
Find a true lover..
Macbook pro laptop..
Wanna to be a media manager..
Be part of SM company family..
Earn big bucks$$...=p
Don't want to be Sick!

lInkS~

Jessica | Sherwin | Joanne | Siew fang | Joeyee | Vio | Amy | Edwin | Delvina | Caroline | Chicken feet | Sharon | Taufik | joanne koh | Denise | Simon | Shu Min | Diana | Marcus | Li Juan | Anthony | Lien | Kat | Li ping | Carlos | Sophia | Merilynn | Timothy | The Release | Evelyn | Michelle |

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Sunday, April 23, 2006


this story going to ending... will be?? still unknow.. haix... why life are so suck... hate it... i am useless person in the world... cry and cry for nothing.... me just left alone in the world... just i had say before i just a person walk pass people life.. slowly slowly people are leaving me... Eileen where are you?? she has gone.. just left an empty shell behind... i am nothing.. my smile use to brighten the day.. now the smile has gone... it coundn't be found anywhere... trying to find... love a person are so easy.. forgetting a person also hard... what i gonna to do?? die?? jump down?? or just leave it??? i use my heart to make friends and things... i want people to happy... i don't care about myself.. in my mind friends are important... sometime i remember those people saying me... that really make me sad.... wat can i do.. i just fat, ugly and stupid... i know nobody like me at all.. i know who am i... it really hurt me a lot... just not long... family problem arise again... i always stuck on the mid... haix... i think i shouldn't be born into this world... i never give up in anyone... i want to help people watever i can... in my heart.. i has a lot thing to say... friends are really important to me... same to my family.... i don want to see people getting hurt.... when i see my friends sad... i also will sad... i will try my best to make them happy... sometimes i don understand people why keep saying me... i know i had my bad point... maybe in this world nobody will belive me.... maybe i really don have a friend at all... why people keep using me... maybe i am dumb or what... my brother told me that people use you.. you also don know... cos i always belive what people say.. never think before helping them.. when you been used you also don know... haix.. really no comment... why??? i hate my life.. i hate myself... nothing i make is good...

~counting my life day by day~
~i hate myself~

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EiLeEn

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