[Don't Give In Hope!}[Dare To Dream!]-
pROfiLe~

name.~EiLeEn KoH
school.~Lasalle~
bdae.~30/11/88
hp.~96005456~-fake de-
location.~Serangoon~

wIshES~

new thumbdrive or harddisk...
Find a true lover..
Macbook pro laptop..
Wanna to be a media manager..
Be part of SM company family..
Earn big bucks$$...=p
Don't want to be Sick!

lInkS~

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Monday, April 24, 2006


Sorry guys.. i make you so worry... sorry ken that i bluff you that i had delete this blog... hope you will forgive me bah... cos i scare will not affect our friendship... tell you guys... eileen has already gone.. cannot be find.. i just an empty shell.. i be gone for a few days.. just to find back eileen... hope i can find... today when i go back school... i feel something has gone.. i don know how to say.. when i talk to my friends.. i become wordless... i don know what happen to me.. this few days i cannot sleep well at all... i has been dreaming all the bad stuff... i think one of my friends told me.. even how i change.. i still ugly, stupid and dumb... useless person.. don have family care and friends at all... its really hurt me... but i accpet it... this is true bah... even i smile.. i feel so fake... not like the old eileen... even the sky drop.. she also won't scare... now diffrent le... thing has change... lot thing has happen... after school.. take bus with dina to tampines... after walk our own ways... when i take bus 22... i has stop around macperson there... and i walk home... than rain are heavy... but i don care... cos no one will know i am crying... while i am walking.. i think a lot a lot thing... i has make a lot a lot mistake... i feel like killing myself... walking pass building... i remember that.. got one time when i was in sec four... wanted to jump down... but i didn't.. cos i think about my family and people care about me... but now... i think no one care about me anymore... it is ok.. i accpet... haix.. i really hate myself... on the way back... suddenly, my nose bleed... maybe eat too much grassjelly.. wish bleed untill i die also good.... nowsday i maybe say bad thing to u guys..cos i don know what my mind is thinking... hope u all don mind... sorry...

~i really really hate myslef~
~eileen when u come back~
~i think i gone mad~
~don care about me~
~missing for a few days~

Sign off:
EiLeEn

*Be Yourself~