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name.~EiLeEn KoH
school.~Lasalle~
bdae.~30/11/88
hp.~96005456~-fake de-
location.~Serangoon~

wIshES~

new thumbdrive or harddisk...
Find a true lover..
Macbook pro laptop..
Wanna to be a media manager..
Be part of SM company family..
Earn big bucks$$...=p
Don't want to be Sick!

lInkS~

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Friday, March 17, 2006


I really cannot take it anymore... i cry from yesterday night untill morning.. before i go to school.. i try not to cry infront of my friends... i try to be happy the whole day in school.. but in the evening when i got into the bus... i was almost cry.. but i didn't.. when i send denise to bus-stop.. i walk back to my house... suddenly i cannot hold my tears anymore... i just cry... haix... what can i do.. maybe i can see your shadow only... i know you won't like me de.... all the thing you told me.. all bluff me de.. why you should do thing that make me touched... why?? i know you only like pretty girl.. but me just an ugly duckling... people call me nicknames... sometimes i will sad... you told me that when i become pretty don't forget him... i think the day won't comes... me and you slowly will leave apart.. forget it... even i say so much also no use... you only asking for things are important to you... the rest you won't care... fine lor.. remember even i leave this world, i think i won't tell you... i don know which part of yourself is true... you think yourself very highly... now is the time that i have to step by step to forget you.... i try my best don care about you anymore... even i owns you so much.. i just repay what i need to pay... the rest of it.. i would just say take care... i don't want see myself hurting... is really pain... even you don know my blog... i just hope.. one day.. you will know it.. what you are doing... i not saying to let u know my blog... cos i know you sure avoid me de, when u saw my blog... now i trying to avoiding you... cos i don want to know what you are doing.. don want to know you and her.... even i meeting you just for gathering only.. i just treat you as a friend.. nothing else.. after that i really don want to care.... sorry.... this is what i can do....

~Forgetting of you is hard~
~Don't think about you is hard~
~Don't care about you is hard~
~ Those time we are happy together, i will not forget in my life~

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EiLeEn

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