[Don't Give In Hope!}[Dare To Dream!]-

Monday, March 06, 2006

Why treat me so cold... i tired.. why so i so stupid.... my heart got wound and couldn't be cure.. only you... i wish i can exist in this world.. so nobody know me... why everytime i think of him.. it make me wanna to cry.. Unknowingly, i wondering in my past again. The autumn wind silently calling out to me. All i hear is loneliness. The anticipation of fallen leaves.each leaf is caught in between a dilemma. The heart walks away and the loneliness seek in. Follows through and flow into darkness. I no longer bother to ask question or listen to what is being said. Maybe i'll feel better this way? I am locked up in this room by regret. Struggle only means delay. The empty talk with hope. The light sighing one after another. I cannot break off the memory. How can i get rid off this entanglemeny. I cannot find a direction to the rainbow heaven. To use happiness to touch the sadness. Wish to hold you untill end of the world... Can i?? Maybe you would't remember me...

~I HATE MYSELF~
*I HATE YOU*

Sign off:
EiLeEn

*Be Yourself~