Wednesday, August 27, 2008
It seem has been quite long time nvr meet up with my classmate.. i miss them a lot.. i miss kat and janice.. but they r in overseas. so sad right.. below has some photo with sophia..we are having fun taking photos... update my blog if not my blog is dead..
Meet up sophia during my friend's birthday party cos our pub are quite near each other.. sophia at she bangs.. than i at mansion bar.. so we meet up to have supper..wahaha..
Today, sophia having group discuss at basement so drop by disturb her..
Than we started to take some photos together..
I try to follow her action..=p
i making stupid face. sophia is pretty right?
Wanna to date her or wan her number?
wahaha.. cannot.. cos u need to go through her manager..
btw i don't know who is her manager..
joking...
i am too crappy man...
Always smile..=)
Eileen
*Be Yourself~
Sunday, August 17, 2008
There were too many thought running into my mind.. i don't know what to do.. am i still like you? that is a big question to me. maybe not.. aiya.. i just hack care and forcus on my school. God pls show me my way.
Always smile=)
Eileen
*Be Yourself~
Friday, August 01, 2008
Having a lot questions in my mind.. The day that you are born untill now. Did you happy before? The day when you feel blessed with watever thing or people around you. Did you happy in yr whole life? Don't you think life is fill up with ups and downs? Life just like math. u can add on things in yr life or remove things. Your life's meter or mood meter follows you ups and downs like graph/chart. Don't u think so? I had been through a lot things. Every downs make u become stronger.. But when come to ups, u might fly very high and fall down very fast. You will think if you been through so many downs why don't give you some ups? maybe u can choose or i can say is fate. Fated to be always downs. No one wants to be tat. Fated to be always ups. Who don't wan? People always say life is unfair.. In some way, life is fair. WHY? Everyone born with a "thing/s" that others don't have. Let say Miss/Mr A is a wonderful person but only problem is her/his looks like erm... But people know she/he is a wonderful person? No.! Nowsday people looks at cover but never read the book... Even know the book is not good but the cover is pretty. They will think never mind anyway i got a cover is beautiful and can show off to anyone. I can say is very little people don't mind looks as long u r a good book can le.. You will think where to find this kind of person? i also don't know. If have, a lot ppl snatch. Touch your heart.. Ask your heart are you a person look at cover rather than inside of the book? Cover everybody will see. cos even the person is so so good but he keep digging his/her nose or do uncomfortable thing. Do you want him/her? Ask yourself, Did ever hurt a person very deep? Did you make fun of ppl that you feel funny? Do you have feeling before doing this? Sometimes when u lost something important to you.. Did you feel sad? People treat you as trash are you happy? If you are not happy, people treat you like this. Than why you want to do this such bad thing to people? In such way, people treat me like this i still treat them as friends. You must think why you so stupid. Why don't treat them back how they treat you? My heart tell me forgive and forget. Soon they will understand. Cos they also have feeling. If no one give them chance. what will happen? The world will be messy! They will do bad thing might be a reason behind and some is like for fun lor. In this few days, i had been emo and thinks a lot things. My mind is thinking why my life so unfair?? Why don't people understand how i feel? i told myself what if i been always ups. Who am i become? What if people cheated me or do bad stuff to me? i will fall very hard.. i think i will change to a very bad person and tat is not real me. Asking myself. Do i have a chance to fall in love? cos i don't know what is the feeling. some told me is better don't have bf. some is having bf is best in world. which should i belive? i don't know. Can i fall in love pls?? i think i am a fool or hua zi. I have a lot things to learn.. Follow your heart. Most important thing is "Live your life for yourself NOT for others!" Bring JOY to people but NOT hurtful things to people.
Always smile=)
Eileen
ps. Its seem very long time ago, i had been write quite long entry.=p
*Be Yourself~
name.~EiLeEn KoH
