[Don't Give In Hope!}[Dare To Dream!]-
pROfiLe~

name.~EiLeEn KoH
school.~Lasalle~
bdae.~30/11/88
hp.~96005456~-fake de-
location.~Serangoon~

wIshES~

new thumbdrive or harddisk...
Find a true lover..
Macbook pro laptop..
Wanna to be a media manager..
Be part of SM company family..
Earn big bucks$$...=p
Don't want to be Sick!

lInkS~

Jessica | Sherwin | Joanne | Siew fang | Joeyee | Vio | Amy | Edwin | Delvina | Caroline | Chicken feet | Sharon | Taufik | joanne koh | Denise | Simon | Shu Min | Diana | Marcus | Li Juan | Anthony | Lien | Kat | Li ping | Carlos | Sophia | Merilynn | Timothy | The Release | Evelyn | Michelle |

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Saturday, July 26, 2008


People will forget things... I did one wrong thing.. i wish i can be strong.. i am very emotion person.. I never say i want any return.. BUT i also got feeling de.. Did you know i try very very hard walked to now... I know you are stress.. so i never share my problem with u.. i don't want to add load at yr shoulder.. I don't want to be sick! I don't waste yr money... Even i cannot draw but i try.. i don't want to failed.. Cos need to pay another year sch fee... that why every night so late slp cos i don't want to failed.. You scold me why so late don't sleep than fall sick than spend money again... this i want? i try to make u happy rather than.. What i say you don't listen... This my life.. what can i do?? i wanna be good person.. very very hard.. ppl treat that i am trash... don't matter ppl how treated me.. i just swollen it down.. never say a single word to you... On 25th july she told me abt my past scar in my heart.. i try to forget and go... The scene keep appear.. But yet i cannot tell you.. i don't want to see another family broken.. All the saddness i keep to myself.. 0% to 1000000% in my heart... Why i don't want share with my best frenz.. cos i also don't want to burden them or they will sad cos of me... i only can tell in my blog... the place where i throw my temper or sadness on it... Don't want to be last time of me.. i don't know why i say i don't help.. i will feel very heavy on my heart or feel bad... I am happy that some of my frenz shared their problems with me.. don't cos i write this than u guy scare that or there... i am a person love to help ppl.. but ppl bully me i also help... ppl think that i am stupid or wat... but i think they will change.. No one is born to be bad or good.. The choice is yours...

Don't worry tomorrow i will be okay ya!
Always smile..=)
Eileen

*Be Yourself~